Here we are at five weeks. I'm still feeling pregnant...bigger breasts, tired, etc. And now I'm peeing more often too. Good thing I work where there are LOTS of bathrooms!
I'm still very nervous. That ultrasound cannot come fast enough. I know I haven't lost a pregnancy before, but I know people who have, and it scares me. To see a heartbeat and know that the baby is growing safely would be a huge thing.
Oh, and the thought of twins is freaking me out now, not just the thought of one more child. If a newborn and a toddler is scary, TWO newborns and a toddler is terrifying! I guess I would be done then, right? No need to go through this again.
I'm trying to be patient and take the pregnancy one day at a time, but my (somewhat) irrational fears are making that difficult. They are also keeping me from sleeping well. Hopefully after the ultrasound I can sleep normally...well as normally as you can when you have to get up in the night to pee.
I just realized today that my ultrasound is the day before my brother's girlfriend's baby shower. I really hope we don't get bad news at that appointment - it would be very hard for me to have fun at someone else's shower the next day. I plan to stay very, very excited either way, because she will have my first niece (and Hadley's first cousin) soon. I just wish they lived closer to us. I guess we'll just have to make lots of road trips to get the kids together.
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